today, I believe for sure is the day I will leave all obsessions behind forget about the ex the fucking ex who broke my heart into a bizillion little tiny pieces, little tiny ones, yes tomorrow, I believe for sure is the day I will say goodbye to my high-stress job wait, I lie, it’s not tomorrow the day after that (what day is that now?) I believe for sure is the day that I will complete the last verse of a poem I wrote to the jerk I once knew who, well, you know what he did, don't you? and the day after that (whatever the hell that day may be) I believe for sure is the day I will write a letter to the boss that hurt my feelings in front of a lot of people no, I changed my mind, I am writing that letter right now the day after that (I think it is one day before the weekend) I believe for sure is the day I will spend less time instead of more time at work the job I thought I was leaving 3 days ago but that didn't happen and the day after that (it must be the weekend now) I believe for sure is the day that will be a down day and I will sleep in and masturbate (does that offend you? too bad) and the day after that (it must be the end of the week now) I believe for sure is the day I will do absolutely nothing to answer the question “If not now, when?” all for now. and thanks for asking.