yard view from second floor bedroom window
forgiveness
water lapping over my arms, face, back
virginal status until it breaks open to the encore
faded jeans that fit like faded jeans
a nice fat tip
a black silk scarf
a mother with love of easter, x-mas
a mother uniquely funny, daily
Bay Bridge free of rush hour
divorce that turned out well
female friends who understand me, male friends who try
exposing grief and having it accepted, held, respected
and...sleep